new year 2012

just to say i hope everyone has a better year than last year. i have done 19 blogs i only got one comment back once so i guess i must be the most boring person ever to blog.so yes i have BPD yes i struggle really hard to loose weight yes  i hear voices and self harm and yes my alcoholic brother died on xmas day. so yes i feel like hell all the time to the point i try to take whatever medication i can get hold of as well as my own so seen as though no one gives a crap to put any comments i will say goodbye