hi just been to see the cpn i did something i hadnt done for a while now i cried i cried a lot i told her life is just too hard everyday its something new. more problems i told her i was thinking of quitting the DBT group i dont know if they want me there or not i dont think they do i found out they are all on facebook but didnt ask me, am i been paranoid my cpn thinks i am or is it they just dont like me and dont want me there,me being paranoid seems to come up more and more maybe im paranoid that im paranoid does that make sense i dont even know what im on about now.i need to block it all out now i guess its back to the sleeping tablets tonight