wow its hot i should be happy i should be out in the garden today i should be at my craft group but the truth is i havnt been out since friday.i stare at 4 walls no telly no radio just me and the walls.im not sleeping at night if i do the old dreams are there and the voices in my head tell me its better for everyone if im not here at all,its my husbands birthday soon its unfair to do it so near,my brother died xmas day i dont want him to remember me every birthday he has.i need help but the crisis team arnt interested,my gp dosent understand so as death stays with me all night maybe he will listen because i really need someone to
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