its sunday i should be cleaning or doing my crafty things but im so tired i just sit down and stare at 4 walls my brain seems out of action just know its not long now before i change my cpn again i think this is worrying me one of them i know who it will be it was the one i didnt want the other i dont know yet im having two so they can see me moe often the grim reaper is blending in with me he scares me i will end up in hospital for something he has done,im 46 years old i cant fight him all my life i have fought bpd all my life even before i had a diagnosis i knew something was badly wrong i guess thats the same with us all i have run out of ideas to beat it so im asking you all for yours i really need some good advice right now.
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