i found this picture i put it on because it to me resembles my life.ive just got back from the doctors my knees and hands are hurting its my arthritis he tells me it comes with age my are just worse than normal i point out he is older than me.he admits he is but points out i need to loose a lot of weight i know im trying but failing.
i try for some more zopiclone to sleep at night my sleeps not too bad but i want them for my cupboard for later, he checks my records when i last got some from him but notices id got some off one of the other docors too,so no he says because id overdosed 2 days later.the grim reaper follows me around still everywere i go i went to the opticion he stood behind him with a knife at his neck looking at me i got out as soon as possible would i get the blame if something happened to him he will not leave i guess he wants me to go with him i dont know but he threatens the people i know they dont see him they say he not there but he scares me because i know he is